Last week, the bishop asked me to speak today. Then he told me: 'Count your blessings."I'm pretty sure that was the topic, but it might have been advice for how to deal with the assignment...
I think we all love listening to children pray. They really count their blessings. "I'm thankful for mommy and daddy, and my brother and my sister, and water, and apples, and legos, and the Wii, and candy, and Halloween, and Christmas, and my birthday, etc etc
Once we get older, we stop being so open about what we're thankful for. If we were all a little more honest we'd be counting our blessings like: I thank thee for wikipedia, kiwis, that DDR is out of style.
Well we're in the month of November which means elections and Thanksgiving.
Alright, let's go to 1860. This is before color was invented. And we're in Auburn, New York, at the country mansion of William Seward, senator of New York and its former governor. Let me tell you about Seward. Fourteen years earlier, the same year that Joseph Smith was killed, there was a black man named William Freeman.
William Freeman was released from prison. He had served 5 years for a crime he had not committed. Upon release, he entered the home of a wealthy white farmer and killed his family without remorse. The citizens of Auburn were up in arms, as could be expected. But investigations revealed that Freeman's family had a history of insanity and that while in jail for a crime he did not commit, he was flogged so severly that he was left deaf and deranged.
At his trial, the court asked, "Will anyone defend this man?" There was silence in court.
Seward, risking his reputation, arose and said, "may it please the court, I shall remain counsel for the prisoner." Only his wife supported him in his decision.
William Seward was heavily favored to win the Republican Nomination in 1860. In his hometown of Auburn where he waited for the results, cannons were brought in ready to fire when his victory was announced. Excited crowds gathered by his beautiful mansion whose grand fireplace had been crafted by a young carpenter named Brigham Young.
Seward was considered the leader of the anti-slavery movement. Every Northern newspaper suppported him and picked him to win the Republican nomination. He was so highly regarded that even some opposition newspapers supported him.
(I have a cheat sheet)
So in 1860, at the Republican convention these were the four candidates in order of likihood to secure the nomination: William Seward, Edward Bates, Salmon Chase, and one Abraham Lincoln. Seward had so much support that a motion was made to vote a day early. The secretary of the convention reported that the papers were not ready, so the voting would take place the next day. That night, Horace Greeley, an old friend of Seward who had felt ignored by Seward when he became successful, got up and spoke to the delegations that night, and essentially betrayed Seward. His angry speech single-handedly turned the election. Lincoln had known he had no outright chance at the nomination. Instead, he positioned himself to be each delegation's second choice. He won the nomination. Seward was heart-broken.
When Abraham was elected, he offered the post of Secretary of State to Seward. Seward accepted, but still felt cheated out the election.
Soon after, a congressman came to Seward's office trying to get a certain politican an appointment in the new government. The congressman said that the politician would be 'disappointed' if he didn't get the appointment.Seward replied: "Disappointment! You speak to me of disappointment? To me, who was justly entitled to the Repubican nomination for the presidency and who had to stand aside and see it given to a little Illinois lawyer!"
3 months later, Seward said of Abraham: "His magnanimity is almost superhuman." A few years later, he would say, in plain humlity, that Abraham was: "The best and wisest man he had ever known."
But at his deathbed, Seward said:
William Worsworth said 'the best portion of a good man's life: His little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and of love.'
If I could imagine Hell, it would be a perfect remembrance of all my sins, replayed over and over again in front of me. But I wouldn't be so worried about where I was as what I'd turned down.
The Civil War took a huge toll on Abraham. I cannot imagine overseeing a war that cost more American lives than every single other war America has ever fought, including the Revolutionary, first and second World Wars, Vietnam, and Iraq. One of the few things during those cold years that Abraham enjoyed was going over all the court-martials for soldiers who had, under the fear of battle, deserted the army and were punishable by death. Abraham would search each court-martial meticulously to find any reason to pardon a soldier. His generals argued against him that he used the power of the pardon too liberally, that he would damage the morale of the troops. But Abraham privately worried that he exercised it too little.
My last remarks:all I could bring myself to say in my prayers was, "Where is thy mercy!?" I don't think I'm alone. Perhaps for some of you, hard times have dIn one of the Greek tragedies, Agamemnon says, 'Wisdom comes through suffering. Pain that cannot forget, even in our sleep, falls drop by drop upon the heart, against our will, comes wisdom by the awful grace of God."And I realized in pain that night a lesson in some small degree that was learned by a 33-year-old shivering in a cell in, of all names, Liberty's Jail, that Mercy cannot be demanded. It can only be given, and to efficacious, it must be accepted.
And therein dwells the Atonement. While the misguided churches of history have built enormous cathedrals and chapels designed to impress upon man his littleness next to God, it is only the restored gospel that shuns distance and embraces closeness, for Atonement means to be At-One, to be together, to have received Mercy.
We all have to learn the lesson that Eve and her husband Adam learned after finding themselves in the dreary wilderness. We must learn the lesson that even a man who parted a sea had to learn, a lesson that was taught by the adopted son of a Jewish carpenter in a garden while his best friends slept.
So when we count our many blessings, perhaps we never really need to count more than one.In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
Last week, the bishop asked me to speak today. Then he told me: 'Count your blessings."I'm pretty sure that was the topic, but it might have been advice for how to deal with the assignment...I think we all love listening to children pray. They really count their blessings. "I'm thankful for mommy and daddy, and my brother and my sister, and water, and apples, and legos, and the Wii, and candy, and Halloween, and Christmas, and my birthday, etc etcOnce we get older, we stop being so open about what we're thankful for. If we were all a little more honest we'd be counting our blessings like: I thank thee for wikipedia, kiwis, that DDR is out of style.Well we're in the month of November which means elections and Thanksgiving.Alright, let's go to 1860. This is before color was invented. And we're in Auburn, New York, at the country mansion of William Seward, senator of New York and its former governor. Let me tell you about Seward. Fourteen years earlier, the same year that Joseph Smith was killed, there was a black man named William Freeman.William Freeman was released from prison. He had served 5 years for a crime he had not committed. Upon release, he entered the home of a wealthy white farmer and killed his family without remorse. The citizens of Auburn were up in arms, as could be expected. But investigations revealed that Freeman's family had a history of insanity and that while in jail for a crime he did not commit, he was flogged so severly that he was left deaf and deranged.At his trial, the court asked, "Will anyone defend this man?" There was silence in court.Seward, risking his reputation, arose and said, "may it please the court, I shall remain counsel for the prisoner." Only his wife supported him in his decision.William Seward was heavily favored to win the Republican Nomination in 1860. In his hometown of Auburn where he waited for the results, cannons were brought in ready to fire when his victory was announced. Excited crowds gathered by his beautiful mansion whose grand fireplace had been crafted by a young carpenter named Brigham Young.Seward was considered the leader of the anti-slavery movement. Every Northern newspaper suppported him and picked him to win the Republican nomination. He was so highly regarded that even some opposition newspapers supported him.(I have a cheat sheet)So in 1860, at the Republican convention these were the four candidates in order of likihood to secure the nomination: William Seward, Edward Bates, Salmon Chase, and one Abraham Lincoln. Seward had so much support that a motion was made to vote a day early. The secretary of the convention reported that the papers were not ready, so the voting would take place the next day. That night, Horace Greeley, an old friend of Seward who had felt ignored by Seward when he became successful, got up and spoke to the delegations that night, and essentially betrayed Seward. His angry speech single-handedly turned the election. Lincoln had known he had no outright chance at the nomination. Instead, he positioned himself to be each delegation's second choice. He won the nomination. Seward was heart-broken.When Abraham was elected, he offered the post of Secretary of State to Seward. Seward accepted, but still felt cheated out the election.Soon after, a congressman came to Seward's office trying to get a certain politican an appointment in the new government. The congressman said that the politician would be 'disappointed' if he didn't get the appointment.Seward replied: "Disappointment! You speak to me of disappointment? To me, who was justly entitled to the Repubican nomination for the presidency and who had to stand aside and see it given to a little Illinois lawyer!"3 months later, Seward said of Abraham: "His magnanimity is almost superhuman." A few years later, he would say, in plain humlity, that Abraham was: "The best and wisest man he had ever known."But at his deathbed, Seward said:William Worsworth said 'the best portion of a good man's life: His little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and of love.'If I could imagine Hell, it would be a perfect remembrance of all my sins, replayed over and over again in front of me. But I wouldn't be so worried about where I was as what I'd turned down.The Civil War took a huge toll on Abraham. I cannot imagine overseeing a war that cost more American lives than every single other war America has ever fought, including the Revolutionary, first and second World Wars, Vietnam, and Iraq. One of the few things during those cold years that Abraham enjoyed was going over all the court-martials for soldiers who had, under the fear of battle, deserted the army and were punishable by death. Abraham would search each court-martial meticulously to find any reason to pardon a soldier. His generals argued against him that he used the power of the pardon too liberally, that he would damage the morale of the troops. But Abraham privately worried that he exercised it too little.My last remarks:all I could bring myself to say in my prayers was, "Where is thy mercy!?" I don't think I'm alone. Perhaps for some of you, hard times havedIn one of the Greek tragedies, Agamemnon says, 'Wisdom comes through suffering. Pain that cannot forget, even in our sleep, falls drop by drop upon the heart, against our will, comes wisdom by the awful grace of God."And I realized in pain that night a lesson in some small degree that was learned by a 33-year-old shivering in a cell in, of all names, Liberty's Jail, that Mercy cannot be demanded. It can only be given, and to efficacious, it must be accepted.And therein dwells the Atonement. While the misguided churches of history have built enormous cathedrals and chapels designed to impress upon man his littleness next to God, it is only the restored gospel that shuns distance and embraces closeness, for Atonement means to be At-One, to be together, to have received Mercy.We all have to learn the lesson that Eve and her husband Adam learned after finding themselves in the dreary wilderness. We must learn the lesson that even a man who parted a sea had to learn, a lesson that was taught by the adopted son of a Jewish carpenter in a garden while his best friends slept.So when we count our many blessings, perhaps we never really need to count more than one.In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
Last week, the bishop asked me to speak today. Then he told me: 'Count your blessings."I'm pretty sure that was the topic, but it might have been advice for how to deal with the assignment...I think we all love listening to children pray. They really count their blessings. "I'm thankful for mommy and daddy, and my brother and my sister, and water, and apples, and legos, and the Wii, and candy, and Halloween, and Christmas, and my birthday, etc etcOnce we get older, we stop being so open about what we're thankful for. If we were all a little more honest we'd be counting our blessings like: I thank thee for wikipedia, kiwis, that DDR is out of style.Well we're in the month of November which means elections and Thanksgiving.Alright, let's go to 1860. This is before color was invented. And we're in Auburn, New York, at the country mansion of William Seward, senator of New York and its former governor. Let me tell you about Seward. Fourteen years earlier, the same year that Joseph Smith was killed, there was a black man named William Freeman.William Freeman was released from prison. He had served 5 years for a crime he had not committed. Upon release, he entered the home of a wealthy white farmer and killed his family without remorse. The citizens of Auburn were up in arms, as could be expected. But investigations revealed that Freeman's family had a history of insanity and that while in jail for a crime he did not commit, he was flogged so severly that he was left deaf and deranged.At his trial, the court asked, "Will anyone defend this man?" There was silence in court.Seward, risking his reputation, arose and said, "may it please the court, I shall remain counsel for the prisoner." Only his wife supported him in his decision.William Seward was heavily favored to win the Republican Nomination in 1860. In his hometown of Auburn where he waited for the results, cannons were brought in ready to fire when his victory was announced. Excited crowds gathered by his beautiful mansion whose grand fireplace had been crafted by a young carpenter named Brigham Young.Seward was considered the leader of the anti-slavery movement. Every Northern newspaper suppported him and picked him to win the Republican nomination. He was so highly regarded that even some opposition newspapers supported him.(I have a cheat sheet)So in 1860, at the Republican convention these were the four candidates in order of likihood to secure the nomination: William Seward, Edward Bates, Salmon Chase, and one Abraham Lincoln. Seward had so much support that a motion was made to vote a day early. The secretary of the convention reported that the papers were not ready, so the voting would take place the next day. That night, Horace Greeley, an old friend of Seward who had felt ignored by Seward when he became successful, got up and spoke to the delegations that night, and essentially betrayed Seward. His angry speech single-handedly turned the election. Lincoln had known he had no outright chance at the nomination. Instead, he positioned himself to be each delegation's second choice. He won the nomination. Seward was heart-broken.When Abraham was elected, he offered the post of Secretary of State to Seward. Seward accepted, but still felt cheated out the election.Soon after, a congressman came to Seward's office trying to get a certain politican an appointment in the new government. The congressman said that the politician would be 'disappointed' if he didn't get the appointment.Seward replied: "Disappointment! You speak to me of disappointment? To me, who was justly entitled to the Repubican nomination for the presidency and who had to stand aside and see it given to a little Illinois lawyer!"3 months later, Seward said of Abraham: "His magnanimity is almost superhuman." A few years later, he would say, in plain humlity, that Abraham was: "The best and wisest man he had ever known."But at his deathbed, Seward said:William Worsworth said 'the best portion of a good man's life: His little, nameless, unremembered acts of kindness and of love.'If I could imagine Hell, it would be a perfect remembrance of all my sins, replayed over and over again in front of me. But I wouldn't be so worried about where I was as what I'd turned down.The Civil War took a huge toll on Abraham. I cannot imagine overseeing a war that cost more American lives than every single other war America has ever fought, including the Revolutionary, first and second World Wars, Vietnam, and Iraq. One of the few things during those cold years that Abraham enjoyed was going over all the court-martials for soldiers who had, under the fear of battle, deserted the army and were punishable by death. Abraham would search each court-martial meticulously to find any reason to pardon a soldier. His generals argued against him that he used the power of the pardon too liberally, that he would damage the morale of the troops. But Abraham privately worried that he exercised it too little.My last remarks:all I could bring myself to say in my prayers was, "Where is thy mercy!?" I don't think I'm alone. Perhaps for some of you, hard times havedIn one of the Greek tragedies, Agamemnon says, 'Wisdom comes through suffering. Pain that cannot forget, even in our sleep, falls drop by drop upon the heart, against our will, comes wisdom by the awful grace of God."And I realized in pain that night a lesson in some small degree that was learned by a 33-year-old shivering in a cell in, of all names, Liberty's Jail, that Mercy cannot be demanded. It can only be given, and to efficacious, it must be accepted.And therein dwells the Atonement. While the misguided churches of history have built enormous cathedrals and chapels designed to impress upon man his littleness next to God, it is only the restored gospel that shuns distance and embraces closeness, for Atonement means to be At-One, to be together, to have received Mercy.We all have to learn the lesson that Eve and her husband Adam learned after finding themselves in the dreary wilderness. We must learn the lesson that even a man who parted a sea had to learn, a lesson that was taught by the adopted son of a Jewish carpenter in a garden while his best friends slept.So when we count our many blessings, perhaps we never really need to count more than one.In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.



